Illusions

Lyrics :

Tryna find the right way to do the wrong things
feeling gassed up like I’m high off propane

fumes that you, give me, daily and I like it.

Snowing on tables but it’s summer,
No good for me but I know I still want ya.

Baby baby I know you think you want it,
but lemme give you something to worry about.

Cause I got my mind on money & money on my mind,
Putting my trust in you’s like a waste of time.

The tension building up, you wanna cop a rub,
Let me know how it tastes.

Margins close, shot of rum to the head,
She was twice my age, called her baby instead.

Indulging in anything but the feeling of love,
and that’s because.

I’m looking for, something I know that I will never find
steadily chasing feelings of a high
battling demons hidden in my pride
don’t fall for illusions.

Internal wars, early morning she’s billing up a score,
mirror shattered there’s blood all on the floor.
what happened in the evening or night before
don’t fall for illusions.

Sonder passage to a place that’s unknown ,
voice so loud that I can’t hear the dial tone
from my head, mistakes and you know I hate it

Under the water moonlight shimmers,
Live in the moment and pray for forgiveness.
Does it matter because I never mean it,
Steady within this feeling of reverie

Now I need it most of week, way more than before,
Sound of the wood creaking. name through the floor.
Kruger creeping in, with the sight of his grin,
think I’m just fading out.

Lava moves through the windows below,
Troubleshoot in my brain all my limbs moving slow
So cozy in all the clouds , where I been on my own
All along

I’m looking for, something I know that I will never find
steadily chasing feelings of a high
battling demons hidden in my pride
don’t fall for illusions

internal wars, early morning she’s billing up a score,
mirror shattered there’s blood all on the floor.
what happened in the evening or night before
don’t fall for illusions

(SPANISH GUITAR SOLO)

I’m looking for, something I know that I will never find
steadily chasing feelings of a high
battling demons hidden in my pride
don’t fall for illusions

internal wars, early morning she’s billing up a score,
mirror shattered there’s blood all on the floor.
what happened in the evening or night before
don’t fall for illusions