magic doors (portishead)

(original : www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCUtrLn42fc)

i can't deny what i've become
i'm just emotionally undone
i can't deny i can't be someone else
when i've tried to find the words
to describe this sense absurd
try to resist my thoughts but i can't lie

i'm losing myself
my desire i can't hide
no reason am i for

i can't divide or hide from me
i don't know who i'm meant to be
i guess it's just the person that i am
often i've dreamt that i don't wade
enjoy the gift of my mistake
but yet again i'm wrong and i confess

i'm losing myself
my desire i can't hide
no reason am i for