Vacation

I'm of the soft willed and you hit like a ton of bricks
The habit's formed and I don't wanna quit
I keep a tally of the times I've spent watching;
You pour out like water for them and not me

I guess you caught me lacking any ambition
It's just so nice always feeling like I'm on vacation

I know you want to be close to use
Forgive me being stand off-ish, you talk too much

So when I let you in, just know
I'll never be content at home

When you make those eyes I know that you are wanting more than I can give
And I thank the stars I've grown accustom to letting go