jj - I wish

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I wish I could hate you.
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don’t.
I just fuck shit up.
I wish I could break you.
Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work.
I wish I could hate you.
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don’t.
Cuz I just fuck shit up.

How many times I call you and you aint picking up?
I wonder what you do and you don’t give a fuck.
Fell in love.
Phenomenal.
This game turned me into an animal.

So I do it to them.
Boyfriends. I’m trough with them.
Bullshit. Through with them.
All that. Through with them.
Ask me one thing, you know, I’m through with them.
I wish I could spend the time I spend on you on me.
I just fuck things up.

I wish I could hate you.
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don’t.
I just fuck shit up.
I wish I could break you.
Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work.
I wish I could hate you.
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don’t.
Cuz I just fuck shit up.

Reminding myself. Reminding myself. Reminding myself.
Reminding myself. Reminding myself. Reminding myself.
Reminding myself when you used to come over.
Reminding myself that I’m still getting loaded. I am fully loaded.
Reminding myself.

I wish I was special.
Then you would never do it like you do it to me now
and I would never do it like I do it to you now.

I wish I could hate you.
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don’t.
I just fuck shit up.
I wish I could break you.
Put some make up on and make you jealous, but that would never work.
I wish I could hate you.
I wish I could say that I deserve more, but I really don’t.
Cuz I just fuck shit up.

artwork by Malin Bernalt

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