Rupture

Written, performed, and recorded by Modeling. Track 2 from EP1

Lyrics

your defense is a disguise
you’re lookin’ for somewhere to bide
a pipe dream paradise
how’d you get inside

it’s your way or you’ll make waves
lavish gifts make lavish bait
you only give so that you can take
wide-eyed, I let you inside

now i know. now i know. i know. i know.

i woke up on a new day
you crept in, took my place
while all the boys were sleeping
you tiptoed into their dreams

i was a floodgate,
you were a warning.
all the signs i didn’t read
the poison you were feeding me.

now i know. now i know. i know. i know.

you led me to this place,
waited until i felt safe,
“it’s ok to breathe.”, you said
as you left me in the ether

but there’s no air to breathe
you’re a vacuum underneath
you held my hand as you
guided me into an ocean.

a magma ocean.

now we know. now we know, we know, we know.