Ugly & Out of It
by Jessica Ever
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lyrics
We ride trains around to feel alive just for a moment
It's not glamorous, but it's alright, we're on a budget
By the time we get out from underground
I wonder if the sun will be all the way down
We take walks around the block and act like we enjoy it
Both our bodies scream for something more than we've been giving them
But I'm always drained, I don't know what changed
The world, I guess, and I'm not the same
Lately I can feel alone no matter who is with me
And it's becoming clear to me that it's not just the weather
"Winter here is long" is my favorite song
But I can see there's something really wrong
I feel my skin begin to crawl because you called me beautiful
That's not something I can hear, I feel so ugly & out of it
I start to disappear, the more you draw me near
The more I feel like I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
It's not glamorous, but it's alright, we're on a budget
By the time we get out from underground
I wonder if the sun will be all the way down
We take walks around the block and act like we enjoy it
Both our bodies scream for something more than we've been giving them
But I'm always drained, I don't know what changed
The world, I guess, and I'm not the same
Lately I can feel alone no matter who is with me
And it's becoming clear to me that it's not just the weather
"Winter here is long" is my favorite song
But I can see there's something really wrong
I feel my skin begin to crawl because you called me beautiful
That's not something I can hear, I feel so ugly & out of it
I start to disappear, the more you draw me near
The more I feel like I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
I, I, I, I'm not here
credits
released March 7, 2025
Written by Jessica Cabe
Vocals, guitar - Jessica Cabe
Bass - Sage
Drums - Nick Cvijovic
Recorded at Hot Mess Records
Produced, recorded, and engineered by Tony Baker and Kat Baker
Mixed and mastered by Tony Baker
Written by Jessica Cabe
Vocals, guitar - Jessica Cabe
Bass - Sage
Drums - Nick Cvijovic
Recorded at Hot Mess Records
Produced, recorded, and engineered by Tony Baker and Kat Baker
Mixed and mastered by Tony Baker
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