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Fuck If I Deserve My Dreams Like Sandwiches In My Brain feat. Sarah Sherman

from As The Motherboard Watched Back by Angelwings Marmalade

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no, i left my cares back in the lilies. like, i found myself dancing in my cuts. all the way down in my guts. yea, yea, loving like a drop on a paper towel. i’m bleeding out but my blood is effigies in the form of a mold spore sparking with protons. no, yea, exactly, it's like no, i know, totally. no, bugs live in it. like, they're happy and squeaking. scampering along and squeezing my veins just to squeeze you out of them. no, totally, no, exactly. suggest to me again something else we can try? no, seriously, i'm looking for something else we can try cuz i crave your ideas if they're unlocked and out. just kidding. i'm just kidding. just kidding. just kidding. just kidding. fuck off. stop trying to kill me lol. i’m kidding. no, you're amazing. yea, idk, just run into the fully lit curtain’d living room. yea idc, just do it naked as day. windows like magnifying glasses, idc. no, you can speak up into the talkboy cuz i bought a cobalt cassette. no, yea, it probably doesn’t matter. yea, no, ignore the white horse in the corner. wait, like, like, wait, listen, wait, i'm sorry, i'm, i'm sorry. why do i talk like you’re anywhere?! i’m not sure if i believe that psychic. why do i talk like you're anywhere?! why do i talk like you're anywhere?!. i’m not sure if i believe that psychic but from my love shack the noise collapses. the quiet extends and says you’re smaller. she rode by on her bike just to make sure. ya know, the smell of someone converting to another religion? i follow it. oh, i follow it down for one final taste. heating it up and then freezing. but that type of freezing you can punch up to and through hell, you can! lol. later a river of tears will be remodeled. surrender is the exquisite risk incarnate. which i am vehemently trusting even though i've been yeeted off the big ben! wahoo! my rainbow body is praying hard now and my mouth is full of god itself. my face smashed up on the glass of the scanner utility, plummeting with me so i'm not alone when i splatter, though i might be installed in the thick water. so we may harden and create fossils injected with tar. i tunnel deep until the red walls are lightless. hey, fuck if i deserve my dreams like sandwiches in my brain.

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from As The Motherboard Watched Back, released June 14, 2024

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