I’m Not Really Here
from Utopian Fantasy by Allie Crow Buckley
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Cassette + Digital AlbumAllie Crow Buckley ‘Utopian Fantasy’ Cassette.
Side one
1. Greatest Hits
2. Angel
3. Cowboy in London
4. Utopian Fantasy
5. Cupid and Psyche
Side two
6. Dreamboat Soulmate
7. I’m Not Really Here
8. Wrath
9. Naked at the Feast
10. Five Pointed Star
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lyrics
Took a turn for the worse
In this madness
And it’s starting to hurt
Forever feeling
Another realm, a yellow rose
Where I’m going
I almost wish I could stay
I can’t stop disappearing
And you’re calling out to me
And you’re reaching for my hand
And you’re calling out to me
But I can’t hear anything
And I’m not really here
I’m not really here
It’s all just smoke and mirrors
And I’m not really here
There’s a version of me
I keep dreaming
An invisible kiss
I’m forever feeling
There’s a version of me
That keeps driving
To a time and a place
That won’t stop disappearing
And you’re calling out to me
And you’re reaching for my hand
I’m not really here
I’m not really here
It’s all just smoke and mirrors
I’m not really here
I’m not really here
In this madness
And it’s starting to hurt
Forever feeling
Another realm, a yellow rose
Where I’m going
I almost wish I could stay
I can’t stop disappearing
And you’re calling out to me
And you’re reaching for my hand
And you’re calling out to me
But I can’t hear anything
And I’m not really here
I’m not really here
It’s all just smoke and mirrors
And I’m not really here
There’s a version of me
I keep dreaming
An invisible kiss
I’m forever feeling
There’s a version of me
That keeps driving
To a time and a place
That won’t stop disappearing
And you’re calling out to me
And you’re reaching for my hand
I’m not really here
I’m not really here
It’s all just smoke and mirrors
I’m not really here
I’m not really here
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from Utopian Fantasy,
released May 19, 2023
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Allie Crow Buckley Los Angeles, California
Allie Crow Buckley’s music is a world unto itself. A journey from deep within the forest to the coastal cliffs. In sound, her music is a paradox, capturing the gentle folk of Joni Mitchell alongside the pagan allure of Black Sabbath. She is known for her balance of ethereal, soaring melodies, strong rhythmic elements, and heavy, rooted low end. 'Utopian Fantasy' LP coming May 19th. ... more
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