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lyrics
You ask of me where have you been
I’m in California soaking it in
Came back and everything had changed
I’m older now, I’m not the same
What you wanted
Is not what I am
What you needed
Is not what I could give
You won’t find it
You ask of me how come you stay
I’m losing reasons every day
Came back and all my friends were gone
For now, I’ll stay here forging on
What you wanted
Is not what I am
What you needed
Is not what I could give
You won’t find it
All my faults
All my vices
All the ways where I went wrong
All my friends
All my lovers
All the ties don’t last for long
All my days
All my working
All the things that I could be
All my nights
All my drinking
All the thoughts that frighten me
What you wanted
Is not what I am
What you needed
Is not what I could give
You won’t find it
credits
released October 15, 2021
Written and produced by Oka Sun
Mixed & mastered by Grace Coleman
Bass by Robi Brown
Drums by Harris Razawi
Artwork by Ilaria Sponda
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