Being Nothing
from Dead And Loving It by Bad History Month
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Dead and Loving It LP w/Booklet and Gigantic Poster
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A self-help audio book. Comes with a 28 page booklet containing a lengthy introduction/explanation/preemptive defense against potential offense of the recently bereaved, lyrics, and a sheepishly proffered suggested reading list. AND an INCREDIBLE 2x3 FOOT COLOR POSTER. "It's the most incredible thing I've ever seen" says Chris Reed, famous New England artist. 300 copies are purple with yellow splatter, get em while they're hot. All art by the ol' master, Mr. Adric Giles pencapchew.org give him a round of applause, folks.
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Dead and Loving It CD w/Giant Poster and Book
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital AlbumDead format of the more recent past. Professionally manufactured. Inexpensive. Comes with all the trimmings, plus you can play it in cars of a certain era. Art by Adric Giles pencapchew.org
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Streaming + DownloadIncludes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.Purchasable with gift cardDownload available in 16-bit/44.1kHz.
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Hollow Head T-Shirt
T-Shirt/ApparelIllustration with instructions. Art by Adric Giles pencapchew.orgSold Out
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Fruit Bowl Shirt
T-Shirt/ApparelFruit in a bowl when a piece has gone rotten. Pretty mixed ink colors on white shirts.
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lyrics
Being Nothing
I think, and so I am.
But all my thoughts just say:
“You are nothing.”
I don’t know shit.
But I still exist.
I’m tired of wasting all my time
fucking hating it.
There’s an untouched gift.
I don’t open it.
It doesn’t look big enough,
so I throw a fit.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
Talking the same shit to myself,
over and over and over and
over and over and over again...
Then a light came on.
And before it shut off,
I noticed that the words were true,
just not the way I thought.
Now that I know
what it means to be
Nothing,
I can finally imagine
what it is
to be Free.
I think, and so I am.
But all my thoughts just say:
“You are nothing.”
I don’t know shit.
But I still exist.
I’m tired of wasting all my time
fucking hating it.
There’s an untouched gift.
I don’t open it.
It doesn’t look big enough,
so I throw a fit.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
Talking the same shit to myself,
over and over and over and
over and over and over again...
Then a light came on.
And before it shut off,
I noticed that the words were true,
just not the way I thought.
Now that I know
what it means to be
Nothing,
I can finally imagine
what it is
to be Free.
credits
from Dead And Loving It,
released November 3, 2017
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